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Apocalypse Lineart by Py-Bun
Apocalypse Lineart
I'll be coloring this too but if you want to color it too, go ahead, make sure to credit me and comment me the link of your colored version
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idk but ive noticed like every year i spend in my current university, my motivation and hopes of becoming whatever kind of artist i wanna be keeps draining, im not saying im being discouraged by anyone directly, its just that before i enrolled (which was 2 yrs ago), i already feel like im not ready for a job and my skills aint good enough so i thought maybe if i learn some more i'll be good enough but seeing at what im at right now, i feel more and more less compatible for any job that i feel like applying for in the near future. Like when I see another student is better than me at something, i just shrug and accept whatever awaits for me which is me not being hired because that other student is better than me.

Like in our Speech class, I've noticed that in our first speaking activity, I was confident and having fun compared to the recent speaking activity, I started to get nervous and I'm afraid it'll get worse and instead of improving, its the other way around and I'll fuck things up when speaking personally to clients or when proposing an idea when im in the industry and so i just accept that i will not be that person who speaks for the team even though i want to because that's what i am before.

I feel like I have nothing to show in real life like yeah i have a shitton of stuff in the internet but i dont think its enough proof of my skills and then i start thinking of getting involved in irl things like contests or whatever but then i think that my online stuff is enough to back me up. Then I think about getting involved in the modding community but looking back at the past years, it hasnt really done me much, modding for me is just another hobby, not something i could brag to my parents because im earning through making virtual hats and weapons. I just keep thinking that I make workshop items for fun and to make my ideas come to life to compensate for the lack of not being able to get anything in game.

Where do I see myself 10 years from now? Most likely in a job that doesnt involve art like working in a fast food chain or call center, or maybe a worker in an industrial park and people turning heads saying that I'm a wasted talent.

not sure if its just my runny nose making me feel all shitty about things but what I really need right now is some total alone time, lying on the grass and staring at the night sky thinking about how to sort out this problem.

TL;DR My enthusiasm and spirit towards my desired career is draining.
Jungle by Py-Bun
Jungle
yesterday in class we learned how to use illustrator and this is my first attempt in it
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Ronina Rodriguez
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Currently studying Multimedia Arts. Self taught artist and animator.

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:iconobsidian628940:
Obsidian628940 Featured By Owner 12 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm making something for you~
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ExtremelyLoveless Featured By Owner 3 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Interface Designer
*gaspu*
U are a Pinay TF2 fan.
How can I be so stupid.
I really adore your art!Big Fool Emoji-07 (Cry) [V2] 
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CloudSteampunkMaster Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Say, is Tagalog your first language, or is it English?

Sorry for appearing out of nowhere, I really really really really like your art-style~
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Digital Artist
its tagalog
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:iconcloudsteampunkmaster:
CloudSteampunkMaster Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Alright! Thanks!
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VGDCMario Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
How did you do that ink effect in your collab with Seciros?
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
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VGDCMario Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Any tips on drawing the paint splatters and what to layer blend?
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Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
i based the splatter style on what you would see on the bloody casual medic in meet the medic, basically cartoony and big simple splatters.

mind the gravity and where the paint would usually build up when it drips (same goes when putting in the shiny highlights because you have to emphasize the edges/paint build up with it). 

I use 3 kind of layers:
-flat color base - normal blending mode
-airbrushed/ blurred blacks - normal/multiply blending mode
-airbrushed/ blurred whites - normal/overlay blending mode

then sometimes i duplicate the 2nd and 3rd kinds of layers for details
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23QuestionMark Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I love your art <3
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superpika293 Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey what happened to TF2 Trainyard Server? Why is it now password protected and can I get the password? I really do like that server.
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Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2015  Student Digital Artist
i dont own that server
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:iconsuperpika293:
superpika293 Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Crap...
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:iconfaceless-tsundere:
Faceless-Tsundere Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015
You're art, I love you're style. :"D

(Also thanks for the favorite, I feel honored, as creepy and weird as that sounds. :I )
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thank you

I love your art style too
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Faceless-Tsundere Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015
You're welcome. u v u

Thank you! >>D:
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Classic-Dave Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2015
Do you take commissions?
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2015  Student Digital Artist
yes
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Classic-Dave Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015
Point?
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