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Read if youíre intrested in reading a wall of words >_>

I donít know where to start. I guess from the left would be nice. I am Anna, Iím 17, my birth month is January. Is studying 3D Animation(training) instead of studying in my 2nd year in college. I couldnít handle programming and codes in my past course, and the high tuition fee. I donít wear make up, I spend 3% of my time checking myself in the mirror. I donít like shopping for clothes, or going out and have fun, Iíd rather stay in doors where there are less people to judge and less people judging me back, Although I like being with my friends who laugh and understand my humor.
Iím so thin my peers kept telling me to eat a lot, my pimples shall protect my virginity, no boyfriend since birth and Iím not hoping of getting one, although my day dreaming about fictional characters makes me feel forever alone, even though I look like crap, my looks still manage to attract some guys, there were a couple of guys in the past that I kept friendzoning/rejecting because my parents restrain me from being in a relationship because they would be a distraction to my studies, I admit that I was desperate to have a boyfriend but now, I just laugh at how foolish I was to wish for one. Even if one of my past crushes wants to date me, Iíll say ďNoĒ, just of the thought of that them actually liking me will distract me from my work, which is art, I love art, I want to marry art. I donít want to have a relationship because I donít want to be selfish and not spending time with the guy because of my work.
Yes, I would mostly wear my TF2 shoes and people would stare, laugh, joke about it, but I donít care, and if they ask, Iíll just answer ďbecause I want to be different.Ē
And now for the right. Most of my OCs represents what I wanted to be, not in the literal and physical sense, but the attitude and skill. I made Py-Bun a confident, brave, sarcastic, smart talking, sociable, witty, strong, character because these are the traits that I want to develop (or level up, in terms of RPG). As for my Pony OC, Pwny, sheís a gaming pony, and sheís pro in pwning players, which I also wish I could do whenever I play, sometimes when I do something stupid or didnít help the team much, I would leave the server instantly because of shame.
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:icontechnoshadowblood:
TechnoShadowBlood Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Men are a distraction when you are busy in life, believe me. Though their hearts are in the right place, this is your choice and not theirs.
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Wafflygrunt Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Student General Artist
Actually that kinda sums up alot of me too
Sept for the 3d animation
I'm super tall though
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SerEnyPie Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
The story of my life xDD
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:iconrnsawada:
RNSawada Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Student
What Are you Holding in your Hand?
Is it a Laptop or Something else :o
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
its a laptop
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:iconrnsawada:
RNSawada Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Student
Ok
I thought It was Something Else
It was Something I Have been Looking for
YEARS -2 Days 3 Seconds-
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ATGF Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
The Internet makes life so much better sometimes.
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kreystan Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012
well tbh, the things you want to represent are the things you are. go to the dermatologist and just chill outside. not b=trying to be mean just being honest
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NimaruHinodashi Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
well,at least i know about someone that has acne like me.
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GhostBulb Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2012
I can relate with this too xD
I do something like that with the shoes, some days I put myself one yellow, and one black, blue with white, pink with green, and there it goes XD
I can't get out of my house without my purple sweater, even if I live in one of the hottest latin american's country OTL, just because I feel NAKED without it ._.
And the same feels about gaming OTL I left the server at least 6 times 'cause of deeply shame OTL 2 of them in MvM's mode...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANYWAY! XD You're still awesome!
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morollismine Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Student Digital Artist
If pybun is a confident, brave, sarcastic, smart, talking, sociable, witty and strong person... I believe that you are just as confident, brave, sarcastic, smart talking, sociable, witty and strong as you are. :)

Ps. U know how long does it take for me to type so much on an iPad
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Py-Bun Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Student Digital Artist
omg. thanks :iconblushplz: and sorry if u had to type that :iconsweatplz:
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morollismine Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012  Student Digital Artist
no prob! :D i can type chinese and japanese too and believe me they are a pain. 0.0

加油哦!
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creature111 Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012
Well you'll not the only one who think that way.
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SuperCool-Wolf Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
LOL SO TRUE!!! XD
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TheDarkwoodsCircus Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2012  Student General Artist
I agree with every word of that, hug?
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2012  Student Digital Artist
:hug:
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TheDarkwoodsCircus Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2012  Student General Artist
:D
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lecatbombers Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I am sometimes awkward, kinda ugly, nerd with anime and soooo paranoid with everthing!
If anyone mess with me I say. "If you don't like how I look like, Deal with it!"
lol
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MsMojorisin Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I know that feel bro. I used to be really awkward and paranoid when I was younger, and really would put myself down for a lot of little mistakes I made. I got picked on a lot in middle school too. People I didn't know would randomly tell me I was ugly or a loser, just because I was different. Because of that, I was convinced I was so different that people would automatically judge me, or single me out as being weird. But as I got older, I realized I really wasn't ugly, and I really wasn't a social weirdo like everyone said I was. There were a lot, and I mean A LOT of other people out there that got bullied for the same things by the same people. And thus, the geek shall inherit the earth! The main thing I realized is that if you have confidence in yourself, other people pick up on that and respect you for it. The more you get down on yourself, the more people will think you really ARE an outcast. It can be tough sometimes, but you gotta realize that everyone's human and we bung shit up once in awhile, even if it's something big. You gotta just tell the haters to fuck off, and learn to love yourself for who you are, not what people expect you to be.

And as for the whole boyfriend thing, it totally makes sense and is very mature of you to hold off on a relationship to focus on your studies. A few of my friends have done that and they never regretted it. There's nothing wrong with not having or wanting a boyfriend. No one needs a significant other to be "completed", and it doesn't make you less attractive or less of a woman. Society (and parents especially) can really put pressure on people to find a relationship, but all in all they're just a commodity to be enjoyed at the proper place and time. Sorry for the rambling post, but I just wanted to let you know that there's others out there that have gone through the same crap. Hell, I even wear different colored shoes like you a lot. :XD: So just keep on truckin' and don't let the world get you down!
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Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2012  Student Digital Artist
:iconclapplz:
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MsMojorisin Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
HUG IT OUT MAN, HUG IT OUT. :iconbrohugplz:
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Metana Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Student General Artist
You're always so awesome and pretty :D
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crazycatinthehouse Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012
i agree with ya i hate judgmental people one time my grandpa said to my face that he was ashamed to be in public with me...just cause i dont act the way HE wants me to act -_- has many times i and my friends have been bullied i have always stood up for them and myself EVEN if it got me in trouble (and it did happened i got suspened from school 2 time for standing up for myself and then standing up for a friend) as many people hate me at my school i still hold my head up high and walk on
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Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
wow. u deserve a medal
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crazycatinthehouse Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2012
i do?
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firebreather2536 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
almost like me exept im fat, i suck at drawing and i have more spare time

~i am very close to getting xbox live
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jashinfollower0001 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your just like me!!!!!
Is it bad if you have more xboxlive friends than actual real friends?
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
same here, but my friends are mostly on tumblr and deviant art
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jashinfollower0001 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
XD...
whats tumblr?
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
its a blog site
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:iconcollectorman:
Collectorman Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012
Mein Firendz you are notz ze only one......I'mz herez withz youz
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DarkPrincessGirl1 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
YOUR JUST LIKE ME :D
IM NOT :iconforeveraloneplz:

:iconbrohugplz:
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ShadowNinja115 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist
Spanish = Eres IncreŪble!!!! Nunca cambies

Enghlish = You are Awesome!!! Never change
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SergentSkull Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
tu est une superbe dessinatrice

LIKE A BOSS
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:iconpy-bun:
Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
what ._.
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SergentSkull Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
ah oui pardon ^^'

i'ma french

English : You are a superb designer
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Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
ooohh. french. :iconmegustaplz:

Thanks. n_n
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SergentSkull Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Yes French~♥

"Vive la France et la Philippines" :iconmegustamuchoplz: eh eh
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marcotres Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012
Man life must be awesome being able to draw and with TF2 shoes but anyway I thInk that those skills your trying to learn are being helped by the socialising on the Internet. (sorry if I have miss spelled anything I'm using an itouch and have work soon)
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VodkaEagle Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Student
This actually makes me want to do one of these. Can I use the outline? I'll credit you. The whole "Real Life" vs "Internet" seems like a cool thing to work with.
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Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
yah
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VodkaEagle Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012  Student
Thanks! I'll credit you!
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VodkaEagle Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Student
XD I see you like real life. I never think of artists like you pictured on the internet. XD

Stuff gets tiresome! XD
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CommanderCTC Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're not the only one. -_-
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Sir-Croco Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Student Artist
Anna, I have just learned alot more from you than I previously could have imagined to learn and what not. Anyway, I think you have a great quality of character that sets you apart from the crowd in every positive way possible, making you a better person than most people (including me).

Keep on trucking.
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Py-Bun Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks
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Relatable. Thanks for sharing, Anna. :)
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ThatOneMuffin Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Dude same here :T
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weweameme Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2012   General Artist
I can relate. Alot, surprisingly.

You are still you, you havent forgotten that. As long as you stay yourself and love what you do then your life is wonderful. ^^

You dont need looks or fenemisim (yes, laugh at my spelling) to be wonderful, like you where born like. ^^
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