my brain doesn't give a shit if I have to finish the next Badlands reskin or work on commissions or revise an old workshop item and many other things. im not sure why but sfm vids are like 2nd to the most effort and time consuming things i can do next to flash animations (3rd would be workshop items)
it is a mystery like why would it do that, it feels like an improperly placed determination that i still have to discover and put it to other important use
"nah, they don't deserve my attention"
I'm 100% sure its visibility is public.
this is weird
or is it just me who can't see it
what is happening
update: it was the banking information that i had to complete, and the reason why i couldnt complete it is because my internet was too shitty at the times i tried to resubmit my banking info so i tried it again just now and its now complete and i can now see my shit in the workshop pages yay
Wish me luck on my adultly quests.
the model's changed since the last screenshot, made the handle bigger, added normal maps, did some edge splitting for the unwanted round edges
most likely drama I guess
but what if valve adds the horror category
download here sta.sh/013bpr3je6s8
installation: just drag the materials and models folder into tf or usermod folder in sfm
i just want anyone to check if there are errors when it comes to putting the model in your sfm scene, comment as soon as you can
before I release the model in sfmlab
NEVERMIND, ITS ALREADY UP ON SFMLAB sfmlab.com/item/209/
yes, I will release it, hopefully soon but I'm thinking of not putting it in the sfm workshop because of reasons that goes along the lines of "it doesnt belong there" unless you can convince me to change my mind, otherwise, I'll just have the download links from different mirrors like sta.sh, gamebanana and dropbox
other than that, if I do put it up on the workshop, naming was always my struggle, do i just call "glowy wing" because that's basically the mdl name of the wing
some of them are sarcastic and offensive, a joke or not
but if it comes from someone I know, specially a friend
i feel more offended somehow compared to when people idk give me comments like that
kinda ironic, I mean, they're my friend and i know they are joking but it just feels worse
maybe because its out of no where and im not used to it
usually when i get comments on my works by strangers saying "i dont like it", "its ugly" or just plain bad feedback or making my work look stupid, I just shrug it off
but if its from a friend...
tho its better if I just shrug it off same as the other bad feedbacks I get (bad and negative feedbacks have differences)
*recently finds out that there's a bad vibe in that group
My mom approached me just some hours ago complaining that my dad is still angry after he left and asking me how are gonna solve this property maintenance problem that has been going on for years since we moved to our current home.
I don't want to point fingers at who's fault is what but seems unavoidable to think about it, its usually my dad who makes a problem worse, he points it out because no one else in this family sees its a big problem, my mom is second at pointing out problems too and we, their creations or children, are doing nothing about it. Well at least that's what they see from us, but don't they have any consideration? My brother's working and only comes home at weekend, my sister just hangs around the house because she's unemployed and just uses my laptop all day or hang out somewhere else, and me, I'm studying and I mostly wake up at 9am, go to uni at around lunch time then get home by dinner time. Can my parents not see how we're not able to do the maintaining of our lawn (at least my sister can do it but even she's too lazy to do it alone, specially if no one telling her to) and now my dad left to take care of his mom and will only come back by weekend with anger still unsettled, with my mom left arguing with him in text messaging, and me getting anxious.
I don't think I'll be able to get through a day of this week without thinking about this problem heating up again and my mom being anxious, and lastly my dad feeling angry everyday.
I'M EVEN MORE STRESSED NOW COMPARED TO THE SHITLOAD OF CLASS PROJECTS I HAVE TO FINISH.
I want to cry, I want to talk to someone and cry, physically give me a hug.
I've sticked to my word not to think about how bad the situation is and just think about how to make things work out, but I was only able to do it with problems at uni and I can't think clearly because my mind gets flooded of the thought of my mom being stressed because of my dad's temper and its gonna affect her work.
This a one week nightmare for me.
and right now we haven't eaten dinner yet because my mom is too busy arguing with my dad and even if i try to prepare my own food I won't be able to eat it because I'm too anxious.
I need some constructive crit on my work and working process in sfm
basically when I animate I do pose to pose in the motion editor using biped rigs, in this gif, I started out with 8 frames for the key poses, then later making keyframes in the graph editor, enter spline mode then spread out the keyframes into what I think looks okay, and ending up to more than 20 frames in final
I’ve chatted with friends and there would be occasions that I would say "I’m good with <insert a thing to do here>", I didn’t mean to be literally good at doing that thing but what I meant was "I’m okay" or "I’m okay with doing the thing" or "sure thing, I’ll do it" or "It’s fine for me to do this thing" or "I have no problem nor complaint nor am I against in doing the said thing"
- "I’m good with MVM" = "I’m so down for MVM"
I love to learn things I want to learn, try new things, do challenges, pushing further and see how far I can go.
A lot of people may say how good I am, but to myself, I will never be good enough.
preferably free, since I don't do livestreams, I just record my screen as I work then time lapse it and put it up on youtubes.
edit: a screencapping software that can record in sfm
I tried OBS in sfm but its just a plain screen without the viewports and timeline and element viewer, etc
either way if im going freelance in the future, i dont think I'll take 6 projects simultaneously, we have to submit 2 tv ads, an led ad and 1 interactive brochure thing for our marketing class, a storybook for our literature class, sprite concepts for our graphic design class, foot studies for our drawing for animation class, movie review for our sociology, then do some survey testing for our communication arts, all must be done by within this week